Monday, October 3, 2011

who is this?

He looks so big in pictures lately! Last night he woke up about 11:00 and I tried to walk and rock him but he was too heavy, wiggly and big so I got in bed and we snuggled but man when did our baby become way too big for even snuggling. I love it and dislike it at the same time. I for one miss those baby snuggles. We get lots of hugs and kisses but usually they are in passing as he runs on to something else. What a sweet and special baby.

We really have no updates about our "case" because nothing is happening. We have tried hard not to worry about it and just "wait" on the Lord. Easier said then done. But for the most part we are not reminded of this often so it is easy to get into a routine and I think for the most part take for granted that he will always be with us. Every once in a while I get this little sting of a reminder that he might be taken away. There are just no guarantees right now. I know, the Lord loves me, Baby K as well as his bio-mother so things will work out in the end. Faith, hold on and endure. It is just not that simply sometimes. I just want a little piece to say or show me that yes we are at least moving in that direction. Ok! Enough right.

What an adventure this has been but we are grateful for the lessons we are learning and the support from a loving and all knowing Father in Heaven.